Dear Jonah,

I don't think I could survive without you right now. You bring me the calm I need amongst the chaos of my life. I can be totally frustrated at one moment about to lose my mind (with your brother and sister teasing each other and screaming), and the next moment interacting with you makes me want to have five more kids. (Not really, but I totally understand how good babies can make you want more babies...)

You've made me want to be a better mother, just in your four short months of life. I love holding you, and wish I could do it all day. I love hearing and watching you "talk." I love watching you sleep. I love kissing your chubby cheeks. I love how you hold on to me when I hold you or feed you. I love watching you figure out your world. I love how you can instantly fill me with pure happiness.

I just love you to pieces. And, there's something about you that helps keep me from falling to pieces.

XO